This year, I'm particularly looking forward to the changing of the seasons. I turned 29 this summer, and so far 29 hasn't been all that awesome. For the first time in a very long time, I was not looking forward to my birthday, and while it ended up being nice, I just wasn't feeling it. And since then, I've been emotionally exhausted in many ways. There have been many moments of frustration, where I have put myself out there, made myself available emotionally, only to be hurt. And other moments of complete loss, both emotionally and physically, and moments of confusion and misdirection.
That being said, there has also been a lot of joy in my life, and many adventures thus far in my 29th year (which I will hopefully get around to posting about in the near future). But I'm pushing forward. I'm eager for the next phase of my life to start, to move on from this constant feeling of transition.
And for some reason, I feel like Fall will help me on my way.
Photo taken by endlessmeg
Fall 2010, Cupertino, CA
